Presenting, one and only HAZMIE!!

hey

2010-09-17T00:09:00.002+08:00

hey people, i randomly check on my blog and since im here, might as well i post something right? apparently my blog is totally dead and now i revive it with this short blog post. currently im studying in NYJC and its an awesome school u know! however JC life is really tough but it is the most exciting of all. anw, hope i pass my promos! okay c ya people!

UPPDAAAAAAAAATEEEEE!!

2009-06-18T21:43:00.010+08:00

Greeting fellow Earthlings!

HAHAHAHAHA!
;D

kay random.
wow, my blog just woke up from a horrendous world of hell.

Now is the time all of you are waiting for...

*drum roll please*

AN UPDATE to keep up to DATE!

AGENDA!
1st up!
*Nur Farhanah turned 16!
2nd
*First bowling experience with members!
3rd
*love life
4th
*study life

1st up!
*Nur Farhanah turned 16!

Someone special in my life turned 16, sweet 16!
Yup, you guessed it right, Farhanah (:
Her birthday fell on the 5th June!
After meeting her in the morning, I got caught up with school programme til night time then i could meet her.
Before school start, i met her to pass her present and sang a song for her <3

FANA birthday celebration! at..

>PASIR RIS PARK! "where our love story begins!"

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Her friends were there to celebrate her birthday together!

Like you all know, the more the marrier! Indeed, it was a successful one!

weeee~

Thanks all of you for turning up (: and make it happen!

AND AND!

I am contented that Farhanah likes the plan we held for her ((:

PICTUREEESSSSS~

*my MMC got formated and all the data GONE!

*kebas from Izyan blog! heh!

*sheeesh! Birthday girl tired!*

I hope you never forget this day!

2nd
*First bowling experience with members!

I got more pictures but hey, next time okay?

3rd

*love life
Dance to the colour of love~

Let our 'O' level results soar high up like the kite!

pijak(step) layang2 tu berat sgt je

Is she preety or gorgeous?

Are we sweet or manis?

There is no word that could describe my happiness with you around.
Not something that i am exaggerating but my heart just beats faster when you next to me.
Excited as I seemed, you make each second worth to remember (:
<3

Hazmie

Love

YOU!

4th, study!

WELL, Not bad!!
I guess this june holiday is the most well spent on my study than any other june holiday that had passed!
I am so proud of my self!
I would like to thank Friends and Farhanah for guiding through my academic!
oh, teachers too of coz!
haha!

I am done!!!!

the next time i post will be god knows when!
haha!

You are the first and the last.
<3
I love you farhanah!

E learning.

2009-04-01T13:46:00.005+08:00

RANDOM

WASSUP!

Wow, its been a while huh?
i wonder what this blog for when i don't actually post that much.
I can pronounce this blog, DEAD! until i decide to post today (:

E learning day really aint good. Woke up early and had a call from OCJ, he need help for flag raising since the Jr and Sr council are out for stuff. Had a quick bath and iron my clothes before rushing out at 7.20am, cycle to school and vuala. 7.24am sharp!
Awesome~

Mr L pulled the national flag! HAhaha. CUTE la seh! first time seeing a teacher pull the flag. should try asking teachers to do the flag raising ceromony themself. haha.

OCJ: Ya i do the pledge and commanding.
Mr S: really uh? okay.( chuckle)
Hazmie: Why not you do the command, MR S? (HEHEHE)
Mr S: (:

When things are under control i went home to start on the E learning. I got to admit, i learnt from the previous E learning that i need to complete it or get scolding by teachers on the next day plus still need to stay back in school to complete it! IM proud to say i complete it with effort! hahaha. Honestly speaking, learning in school is so much better than E learning!

Farhanah! <3
Great things happen with you around!
HEHEHE.
The movie unborn wasn't that good.
But hey, someone got shocked by the suspense. haha. i WON'T tell who but i think you know who is it. hahaha.
;D
ILY DEAR!

O levels are coming!
wow, another big hurdle to pass.
Results are improving! Damn happy la seh! hahahaha.
I need to get the momentum going and O LEVEL will be a walk in the park.
Cmon shawn, you can do it, SLACKER! hahaha
(:
oh and Wei lun. remember the song i sang to u in class? ahhahaha (:

4 APEX! rawk my ass.
esp the row of people i sit with!

Farhanah dear, i love you so much (:

Double heart!Spot Fana in the pic!

E learning.

2009-04-01T13:46:00.001+08:00

2009-02-28T09:24:00.003+08:00

When things start to fall.
The tall feeling small.
When heart break into million fragments.
Recalling every moments.
Each time you are by my side
I don't want to let you go.

When things start to fall
Feelings start to change
Power of love challenged
Strong to hold
Weak to survive

When things start to fall
Not another smooth sailing
Spirit of love
Fighting for survival.

When things start to fall
I know who to blame
Arson to this flame
Its me, i take the blame.

When things start to fall
Heart shattered
Time is needed to find it all.
i wont mutter

When things start to fall
Pain do not matter
So long bits and pieces of broken heart found
Fix things back into one
One heart.
Your heart.

-28 Feb 09

ps.
I love you and i hope to be loved by you like how you used to.
-farhanah

this just didnt turn out right.

2009-02-25T21:11:00.003+08:00

This post is just for u and only you.

results issue is the main concern and things go all wrong.
commitment, time, dedication and priority.

love. trust. understanding. support. faith. compromise. appreciative.

first and foremost, let me begin with this, i love you Nur Farhanah Bte Rosli.
That, something i cant deny. i have read your blog post and i know, I'm to blame.
i hurt your feelings badly that love is the only thing that can stitch it back slowly.
well, our love had been tampered with the feelings of hurt. If love still rock solid, the wound might be cured but now, things change.

Blame, the last two alphabet of blaME is ME.
I never blame you for the reason that my grade flop. It never cross my mind, i never even thought of that. how is it possible for me to blame you when i actually don't even think that you're the cause of it? well, that is a rhetorical question to myself.
this is not a post to stand for who's right. i know very well that i am at fault here. clearly, i know.
The problem lies in me, my own mistake. Not yours.

I am aware all those things you have done to me.
All the time of waiting and preparing gift for me.
I really appreciate all that and i kept saying thank you. ALL the things you did to me are all noted and appreciated. i realised the sacrifices you have made and we have talked about it sometimes. The thing that "Am i fit to be with you". remember?

Commitment, such a big responsibility.
If you still unclear about what going to happen or already happened, i will clear your doubts now.
Badminton, i already not into it since we are out of the tournament. Instead, i use the time to study. i played only half and hour today.
Student council. It had not take up my time so much this year like i didn't literally get involve in it besides school time.
practically, i am not into school commitment and use the time to study.

so now, i juggle my time between family, you and myself.
family, things that i cant do anything about it.
myself, i hardly pampered myself with stuff and use time to revise and do hmw.
you, i try to maximise our time whenever possible and i seize every moment.

"You are never a burden in my life."
All those related messages i sent was to set as a constant reminder that you are not a problem but instead, something that i could look out for each day. With that, i really hope it got into you.
I guessed i have failed. Being a type of girl who believes to cause the problems, you have wrongly interpreted the meaning again.
i really2 don't think that you are the cause to my bad grades.

All those things i shared with you about my results was just to release my tension and my message that i want to tell you is that, i hope you are mentally prepared if i can't spent as much time like how we used to as most of it will be on my studies.
you got your goal to achieve too right?
i cut down to minimum on other commitment dear.
If you dont realise how important you are in my life, let me tell you.
study, family, you.
nothing else i actually invest my time into.
my circle of friends get lesser time, but still i maximise each time im with them.

3 things in 24 hours.
11 hours in school + 8 hours of sleep =19 hours.
24-19 =5 hours
thats for family and you syg.
Not being culculative but thats how i spent my time if u still not aware of it.

dear, i really love you and i know is very tough.
if i could pause time, i would really want to spent it with you the whole time.
but unfortunately i dont have the power to do so dear.

all those short meet up, all those waiting we did( which u have to wait mostly, sorry! )= ) are the small token to put into a piggy bank called love.

If i can remember story you shared, i will definately remember all those things u did to me vivdly. so please, i hope by reading this could clarify things that u thought.

151108.
i realise the commitment in it and thus, i took it up.

please, give me chance to fix back the wrong things i have done.
i really2 love you Fana.

let me fix that open wound in your heart.

I need that burning desire to succeed

2009-02-24T15:45:00.003+08:00

After dogs and cat year, finally im blogging again.
I do not have the time to blog and if i have time, i would not be spending it on blogging too. since today i into blogging after being told to update blog by certain people, i shall.

Many things had happened this year.
i have went through hell and haven at times and thank god i survive the ordeal.
however i foresee more obstacles to come in my way.

The saddest part of all is my result. Being in a year that determines my future, its heart racking to see atrocious result in my first test. really demoralizing and due to that parents had been more conscious about my academic performance.

Suffer alone is better than letting other to suffer with me.
Parents wrongly accused fana for my failure in academics performance. I know its not due to her i flop my grades but due to tiredness. I was caught up with the North zone badminton tournament and got tired in class and from that on i start to pile up my doubts and thus homework. That small mistakes lead up to my major failure. i am a huge dissapointment to my family. However the innocent one shall not be involve. Why must they blame her?

I got a term to prove my dad that i can achieve fantastic result or the consequence is bad.
i would not want to end my rship due to parents. Its rediculous to end it that way actually. love still lies deep within eventhough the term together is no longer official. so, no point to break us up.

Whatever it is, im sure going to clear her name and with that, i be mugging real hard.
time flies real fast and now going to be march, and for all i know, i be sitting for " O" level already. Scary to know the fact but challenges have to be faced not to hide or run away from it.

I really hope that my next term result will improve and then fana's name will be cleared.
Now, its hard for me to go out with her officially as dad wont allow me to.
):

so, i really hope things will get better between my parents and her

god, please help me

Whats wrong with me?

2008-12-27T12:36:00.002+08:00

If you take a look at my tag box, u can see theres this anonymous who love to spread nonsense about me. i got no idea what i did to IT. well u know why i call the person IT? coz he/she doesnt have a name. I think it deserve to be label as animal (:

Okay, i dont know what i did wrong to agitate the reader but if you are reading this, please approach me and tell me whats your problem with me. Instead of spouting nonsense that i think its foolish of u to do so. Basically u got no life and u envy my life. Until you tell me, that mindset not gonna change. You decide.

Enough of that nonsense.

School reopen is days!
perhaps less than a week. Homework still pile up like mountain and oh, idk if i can complete it all.
Maybe u see me at borderless classroom together with those lazy students like myself. sad case la seh! Obviously not ready for school, for sec4 stress and O level! I want to nail it but really, im not ready for that challenge.
Zonal tournament are just around the corner. I heard 19 jan will be our first match.
Im so worried for the team.. I want the best for the team yet the result so far, not convincing. So players, prove me wrong. You got the potential to beat other players out there. I try to secure a point for the team and i trained hard for that. My last year playing for the team, so i hope we can make full use out of it. JIA YOU TEAM WRSS BADMINTON!

hey, i love Nur Farhanah (:
got a problem with that?
hehe <3

100 post on christmas! wee~

2008-12-25T08:27:00.004+08:00

hey people! Its been a very long time since i last updated. Well, was really busy with things after the OCIP.

1)Badminton day camp

2)AEM at SP (clean energy)

3)Student council camp

Let me start off with
1) Badminton day camp.
The camp was organised by Daniel Aaron and myself.
4 days day camp from 8am-6pm, tuesday to friday.
2 Dec to 5 Dec 2008.
Im glad that everything went smoothly and players were contented and satisfied with the camp. i made an achievement that was to remember all of the players name. Before the camp, i got no idea whats their name, mostly. This camp bond us closer, doesn' matter about gender, race, religion. All of us mingle around and get to know one another better. I sense the spirit of unity among us and to get to know some of their goals in the team really pleased me a lot. They have the urged to get to top 4 in North zone, is just that we are lack of training and support. Nonetheless, I believe we can achieve it! Maybe after i graduated and came back as a helper in the team. Together, we head towards top 4! Jia you!
WRSS badminton team are no pushover. Get that in your head!

* FARHANAH RETURN FROM PURBALINGGA ON SAT, 6Dec, so happy! (:

2) Advance Elective Module (AEM) at SP! 15-19 DEC 08!
It was a 5 days course at SP. It was Electrical Electronic Engeenering (EEE) course we went through. To narrow down further, it was the clean energy program. Basically, we went through the method of clean enerygy, such as wind, solar, thermal, biomask, hydrolic and etc. More of hands on, just like DNT where we work with soldering iron and PCB. That is not my field of interest so i dont find it interesting and plus, i really suck at soldering and fixing wires and such. I was one of the first to complete but my project doesnt work! How frustrating can it be! I felt like dumping my work and just watch others. Instead I persevered and keep on trying. Lastly, only 2/idk of my project doesnt work, that was the windmill and shaker! What a dissapoinment! Mr Wahab really helped me a lot in this. Thank you MR WAHAB! Lockteng, Faiz, Ong Rong, Firdaus are my clique for this 5 days. I really like the way they treat their friends. Eventhough before this i wasnt as close to them, still , they treat me like one of them. They wait for one another before eating, playing soccer. Get to lesson together. simply one for all, all for one! Thanks all of you!

*19 DEC, SITI AISHA BTE GHAZALI 15th BIRTHDAY! (:

3) student council transformational camp (:

The word transformational shall describe the thing im going to type about.
This camp was organised by Lifeskill Enrichment, lead by Melvin Chia. Jia Ling, Akira and Mr Lim was there too! This camp is an eye opener/ wake up call for my leadership ability. I didnt realise what i didnt do to be a good leader, friends and somebody that belong to this world. Impactful camp i should say and really, i hope what ive learnt in this camp will not be forgotten and i will use it in my daily life. It teaches me about sacrification, dedication, passion, respect and much more good quality that a leader should have. This camp had made the bond between the senior council closer than ever! Felicia, Syahirah and Cynthia had christmas activity planned for us. * thats so sweet of them* and we really enjoyed our time right? We tonned throughout the night and found ourself in screensaver mood the very next day! HAHA.

PICTURES WILL BE UPLOADED ONCE I GET THEM (:

Thats all for now!

Dear Life

2008-12-05T01:23:00.001+08:00

I don't like the way i spent my time. It seems that my holiday going to end just like that!

Getting a little busy is healthy but when you get too busy in life, you soon realise there isn't any personal time.

November had passed and now we already in the month of December. I have yet to complete my homework and started on my revision. I believe next year going to be very rushing and I don't want to be a victim of last minutes study. It won;t benefit me in any way. I want to do well and go to the same JC with her. Tough but that is my source of motivation to give me the boost to study! I wanna score so badly and I CAN achieve it!

Life is tough nowadays. Parents are giving me pressure. I got too much commitment I guess. After i let go some of my commitment, I will feel more relax and I am waiting for that day.

i miss farhanah.

OCIP!

2008-11-22T15:56:00.002+08:00

Hello!
i can finally blog!
CIP ended and now is our rest and relax days.
2 more days here before i go back home!

anyway, thai people are so gracious and polite.
i really admire their character and personality!

anw, i miss farhanah so much!!
):

Lost without you

2008-11-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

Composed a song for this special someone and sang that to her just now(:

Hazmie- Lost without you

This feelings that I can't hide

I smile each time when you by my side

You are the rainbow of my life

That I wish to hold on tight

Please stick around me

Cause I'm lost without you

And I need you to guide me through

I'm desperate for your love

So please accept me

Waiting for the right moment to ask

you girl to be my girlfriend

and if you feel the same way

So please accept me,

so please... accept me

151108, 1940 hrs

Forever

Guess what's that (:

I can never forget that moment.

Moment where my heart beats the fastest and adrenaline rush.

I was relief, very relief to hear her answer (:

I love her.

Nur Farhanah Bte Rosli

LETS GO CYCYLING!

2008-11-14T02:47:00.001+08:00

Hey!

today was filled with fun, excitement and thrill!

Packed the luggage at 11am and get to school by 1pm to check the weight and collect OCIP shirt+ councillor Polo-T!

Watched Madagascar 2 after meeting with the one and only!

MISS FARHANAH!

Awesome.

There was something special that i gave her.

Something that no one else will get it (:

oh maybe, baby pooh gets it every night but that doesn't count.

haha ;)

Then we went cycling at night!

Weee~

She's a great cyclist but need to wear specs to improve on her vision :D

so many fun things happen!

cute things too.

What a good last few days to spent before I fly off (:

29 nov 08 she be leaving too ;(

ILY

heh,

-BABY FAZMIE POOH

colours of my life (:

2008-11-09T22:21:00.001+08:00

Hey readers!

Today SC had CIP and as for me, I decided to go for the shift two! Since shift 1 is too early in the morning.

It was such a fun event! I should say that it was the best CIP ive ever done!

whilst doing it, i miss this special someone.

I dont have to say it, its obvious, you.

It all started last midnight.

I don't know if i should tell this out via blog.

For the sake of people out there, i wanna tell u people this.

we're not together.

yup. get that right (:

we're just v. close friend that love each other (:

right Fana?

haha!

well, what happened last night was a eye opener.

nonetheless we solve it.

we grew and i love you more!

i don't want to lose you.

with that, i trust you Fana.

i trust you (:

with much love, Hazmie

And my heart is sure it wants to be with you

2008-11-03T18:52:00.001+08:00

You.

Someone who is different.

committed

loving

caring

hilarious

religious

sweet

Funny

Awesome

Responsive

Hard to get

Affection

Noble

Amiable

Heart of gold

cheerful

intelligent

cute

have goal in life

understanding

love

AND as for Eika, sorry to trouble u.

he's such a pain in the ass.

coward!

its my life and you're in it

2008-10-29T02:18:00.001+08:00

Its been a while since it end and definitely got over her already.

it was easiest i suppose. Well, u can influence people and they be on your side.

well, i dont mind and it doesnt affect me at the slightest bit.

well, i got my friends to believe what had happened and i know thats good enough.

coz friends that be by your side is much more needed than ...

so, people out there, be careful of what u heard of me, it might not be true coz source from a person, or a clique is never reliable.

typicality is what they say.

So to Nad, suke hati kau.

Currently, life had been great for me and with you that add that extra colour in my life simply. MERE PERFECT.

okay thats exaggerated but my point is, im happier and thats obvious.

I know you're happily leading your life with him. haha, i dont mind, though your words said to me contradict the current situation. huh. liar aye?

haha!

"i've no time to commit in Rs."

haha. RIght.

thats the reason why i dont trust girls when in comes to Rs.

unless she gain it, she shall deserve it.

as for u, not even my respect u earned.

it might not be important to u but well.

whatever it is, rmbr not to mix work with personal matter.

coz that shows immaturity and not professional can?

So many things that ive learnt this year.

from academics to cca, from cca t RS and etc.

well, life is full of ups and downs and i never said i gave up.

i got my friends around me to give support.

they are great.

members, classmate, sms mate.

coz they have good listening ears and beautiful words of advise.

it sooth my ear all the way to the heart.

oh, some resort in violence but i know w that, it wont bring any good.

wanna compete? theres healthier way to that.

such as academic or sports. You name it, but fighting, nah.

fear is not in my dictionary of you boy.

you're up to that huh 'ABG' boy?

he know who he is.

This post is full of pointing to particular people indirectly.

Only those who ate chili will feel the spiciness.

heh.

u one of 'em?

Things would have to be this way if u know how to end it well.

Enough of the past and now the hip and happening life update!

To Eika, happy going out to discover the only one for you. I be supporting you all the way and we shall remain bestie since its for the best of us. Sorry for not updating much with you. Been busy at times. But surely, i didnt forget about u. Fancy of u to think of that. almost to 2 years of friendship and still strong though plenty of conflict between us. yes, beauty of friendship shown between us (:

To Fana, thanks for putting the smile on my face time and again. Fate?

we shall see. Let time reveal it all. We can just hope and pray. oh, progressing too!

Be more garang appropriately and i shall reward u with.. hehe. Sweet!

To members. Well, i think im lacking of quality time with ALL OF YOU

The reason why i bought that team jersey is to allow me to play in your team and spend time together with all of u.

thanks for letting a noob soccer player in.

rest assured i play my best when im needed (:

To raymond. thanks for being a good captain.( he's in red)

To OCJ. You're my role model in sports and academics, not to forget, leadership too.

To Beverly, u rawk! Your optimistic mind helped me a lot!

I got a lot of friends, some close friends and good classmate.

like Daniel ,Zubair, Hidayah( nth personal Nazme (: )

this 3 is the main.

but as a whole, i love the back row ppl!

we are united as a back row, but slowly, we unite the class together!

GREAT CLASSMATES, SUPER A MATH TEACHER!*point below*

Miss Ho rawk my shoe!

To Nadiah, i owe u a letter and i promise to send it to u. wait, gonna send aft OCIP.

WRSS B div 08, i miss playing with all my seniors.

Aft your O, please come and guide our juniors. (:

All in all, its my life. God gave it to me and I appreciate it.

You are too much

2008-10-26T01:15:00.000+08:00

simply hateful!

2nd post of the day

2008-10-12T15:33:00.001+08:00

Yesterday kendarat was awesome.

all new member except dan and khai.

i found out new stuff.

i saw another hazmie.

but its spell as azmi.

we are crazily identical.

haha!

safwan join us too.

He add laughter into life.

those people uh. damn fussy tau!

i got irritated yet i sabar aje.

iman sayer kuat beb.

haizz.

mcm mls la nk elaborate.

nk tidoe uh. bye.

kahwin? haha

hazmie meet azmi

azmi meet hazmie

handsome tk? anuar zain. name Dan.

trios

mat2 kendarat watching girl uh. haha

the single men/s!

2008-10-12T15:11:00.001+08:00

HEY hey HEY readers!

ITs been a while since i post.

So today i will post this two major event.

first up.

1)hari rayer outing w Sec friends

2)kendarat

1) hari rayerr outing was a blast coz my member was there.

without them, i dont think it will be fun.

oh Farhanah was there too.

haha! Add some spice into jalan rayer.

member head over heels over her, and we bet some girls are jealous coz of that. she got all the attention from us. hahaha.

We think there's 4 clan that's pretty obvious.

aisha and KS gang.

second

atiqah and ain gang

third

azri azman and zhaf gang

fourth

Amir, Azri, Faris, Hakeem, Hazmie, Safwan, Zubair clan.

A lot right.

YEAH.

Well gerek la until that guy come.

He add some spice to our outing too.

haha.

darah up la!

dad scolded me for coming home late.even though da blang dier yang i go to the last house at around 12 plus.

ape2 je la.

pictures uploadddddd!!!!!

atiqah house

1st attempt

target for criminal

1st attempt

member

The girls

notti azri

double nottiness

while waiting

we take pictures

*winks to member*

not plan to wear the same colour

notice the half heart shape?

hehe

kekek uh backgrd

azri cube

ULAT BULU DA NAIK DAAAAAUUN!

haha!

EMPTY bus!

BORED SO... its camwhore!

Last photo-shoot!

let the best men win. HAHAHA .

*inside joke*

New close friend

2008-10-06T13:43:00.000+08:00

you care so much about people but not yourself.
have u ever heard that u got to love yourself before loving others?
don't put your heart on the shelf
or it will dust but you still won't bother
you still care so much about others.

you sacrifice just to see them smile.
even if it affect you.
your smile, your heart, your reputation.
It will be gone in a motion.
You just don't realize it.

so now, sit back and wonder.
its time for you to ponder.
what is it that you really want.
and move on only when you're done.

when you got the answer in hand
that is the time you set your rand
knowing what will hurt and what not.
then you find your self free from the knot (:

take care my friend
last long with him alright
(;

dedicated to you know who (:

i'll do better

2008-09-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

hey back to the way it was
(:
):
idk

just you and me

2008-09-21T03:01:00.000+08:00

lets get back to where we were.
Siti Aisha Bte Ghazali. i love you still. its tough, we're strong. we'll last. -Hazmie

the bitter part of telling truth

2008-09-21T01:31:00.000+08:00

one moment you see me happy and the other, no.

i tried my best to be happy this days.
yes i tried.
it only last for a while.
yes a while.
it didnt last coz my heart still think of us.

why am i so into this when you're not?
why have i fallen so deep in your heart?
Are we still tied like a knot
or
still just like the start?
i love you yes i do
i don't love you if i have to.
relationship are never smooth
though we're slow but at least we move.
If restart button existed in this relationship
i would love to press it to move the ship

It hurts to deny it
i love you yet i say no.

i love this song

2008-09-15T02:50:00.000+08:00

Song: Rela Setia
Composer: Didicazli
Lyricist: Didicazli

V/s 1

Termenung bila sendirian
mengunung seribu harapan
tak mampu ku melupakan
walau kian kehilangan

v/s 2

kerna ku terlalu ingin kan
untukmu riang berkekalan
rela ku berlalu
walau mungkin tak termampu

v/s 3

Tak mungkin mudah kau mengerti
tak ingin saling di lukai
kedaifan ini
menjadi penghalang sanubari

c/o

Selagi daya hatiku ini
akan tetap ku menyayangi
duka tiada ku peduli
bila rindu membelenggu

selagi nadi belum terhenti
ku buktikan cinta sejati
tak mungkin akan ku kesali
kerna hidup mu kian bererti

bdge

Rela ku terus setia
menyayangi mu
menyintai mu
walau berjauhan
teguh kalimah kasih ku

v/s 4
termenung bila sendirian
mengunung seribu harapan
moga kau mengerti
bila nadi ku terhenti

taken from Didicazli's Friendster...

RANDOM, NOTHING PERSONAL

2008-09-14T23:39:00.000+08:00

Hanging on the string

Everything seems fine for you
But its never okay for me
You didn't realise what you did
Won't tell you, even at the highest bid.

Everything happen this season
and it started from me and you.
let me first find the reason
or i won't be able to answer you.
as for now, i don't know if i love you.

i close my eye and still see you
let the story hang
till the year end.

sealed my mouth form telling the truth
or it will be the end of us
Go away if you must.
Cos' this relationship is unsmooth.

i repeat, nothing personal and don't ask me anything regarding this post.
thank you and goodnight!

medicine

2008-09-08T22:54:00.002+08:00

let you have the taste of your own medicine.

i'm done here!

CHEERS doubles

2008-09-02T01:13:00.000+08:00

we did okay for the first match.
holy innocent okay uh.

nxt will be the damn arrogant bombastic player.
hope to win them and yea ppl say. revenge is sweet!

i want to study but i just not motivated enough to drive me to that path.
sad uh.

my life is so boring

RSAF LEARNING JOURNEY

2008-09-01T10:22:00.001+08:00

SLEEPY BUS RIDE

WUng HIn

WE went there!

CLASS WITH HOT GUARD

HEHE. MISS HOE!

MISSLE LUNCHER?

OHH THATS BOTH OF THEIR IDEA!

YES THIS TWO

pose everyone!

TOTALLY gay! heh!

UHH

PARACHUTER FAILURE

RANDOM

RANDOM 2

RANDOM 3

RANDOM 4

EVON ONG !

EDDIE, FACI

VUALA!

OKAAAAAY.

YEAH!

latest chopper!

pa kia tk menjadi

3e1 2008

plane

MDM CHONG!

Pilot wanna be?

MORE POSE

personally, I think this picture rock!

toilet break!

AHHHHH~

NDP week

2008-08-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

hey peeps.

whats masak-ing?

well, i think i will just post once a week.
EOYE coming and i bloody hell not prepared a single taik!

Even though some people said the WRSS NDP 2008 not that good or lame or any thing along that line, well i got to say that hard work was put up for that thing.
i think our hard work paid off as everything goes well go with the plan.
A month of preparation was enough i suppose.
BIG thanks to Jeremy, and the rest of the committee members such as SBY, OCJ, CHA, BEV, AIIN, FABIAN, ISAAC, RAYMOND, EVON, ZHEN YI.
lots and lots of them.
they make it successfull.
thank you so much!

As for concert part, a very big thanks to Aainaa, my sis and my Senior ex vice president of SC for helping me leading the 2007 BAY ambassador.
it would be chaotic without her around.

Even if those items were not good enough.
well, its okay.
we knew that we had put our best into it.
all those staying till so late in school, do project till late at night, phone calls, meeting, walkie*hint to AIIN*..
those memorable things that really make me a better person.
i learnt a lot of things and i believe i grew and turn out better in the next project.

SC stuff im done with it.

Moving on to my splendid weekend!
SAT was a blast!
met yasmin, my cssp 07 grp mate and together with my sister and her group of friends, we went to watch fireworks at marina square!

lots of people turned up and i saw familiar faces here and there.
Well fireworks really bring the nation together huh.

yasmin went with her friend and we go seperate way.

took hell lot of pictures and really tak kering gusi uh!
hahaa.
eventhough i was the youngest among those old chaps, still i adapted to them and we became hip and cool senior citizens.*huh?*
i was attached with 2 girls which ended at 10.45pm before the arrival of the one and only her.
haha!
All of us are happily attached whether officially or inofficially and we were one happy couple.
im the happiest of coz.
got 2 gf.
haha.
hope Wb doesnt mine.(did nothing with those girl)*right girls?*
haha.

Azri <3
i read the post on her blog and she skip those part and just tell the clean truth.
i wonder. Does ppl keep their dirty lil secret from their love ones?
sad seh kalau gitu.

lao po, this does not refer to u tau
(;

Wrss NDP

2008-08-08T23:05:00.000+08:00

080808.
What a date.

its double memorable for me.
first its our Official date.
second: the NDP celebration went smoothly.

gonna further elaborate on the second point when ever im free (:

Home

2008-07-31T17:20:00.000+08:00

Whenever I am feeling low
I look around me and I know
There's a place that will stay within me
Wherever I may choose to go
I will always recall the city
Know every street and shore
Sail down the river which brings us life
Winding through my Singapore

Chorus:
This is home truly, where I know I must be
Where my dreams wait for me, where that river always flows
This is home surely, as my senses tell me
This is where I won't be alone, for this is where I know it's home

When there are troubles to go through
We'll find a way to start anew
There is comfort in the knowledge
That home's about its people too
So we'll build our dreams together
Just like we've done before
Just like the river which brings us life
There'll always be Singapore

(Repeat Chorus)

For this is where I know it's home
For this is where I know I'm home

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qTkVG6lWvwY

go watch it!

that was the song which turn me emotional each time it was sang with passion during national day parade.
some how i feel it.
like as though its living.

yeah.

it been quite some time since last updated.

Been really busy.
Im pulling my socks already.

got to buck up for EOYE.
so, im not into computer nowadays.
books and i are like best friends now.

so ya.

i screwed my A math test already.
cant afford to lose out.

Put aside academic for now.
friends have been learning guitar and I realise something.
people had grown up.
da macam abang2 uh satu2.

Cheers tournament is on the first day of fasting month.
hope to go far.
playing doubles with Raymond under 17 age category.

Happen that any ex woodgrover are reading this, i would like to ask if any of you are going back to wgps on teachers day eve.
coz most likely i am going.

kalesh had decided to call all the school team players from 2003-2005 from wgps to bring their badminton stuff on that day.
31 aug 2008.
we gonna have a so called reunion.
playing either at school hall or wlds sports hall.
hope the whole team can make it (:
really looking forward for it.

nowadays things have been really weird and confusing for me.
i don't know what to do or to act on appropriate momment.

hey ND is near by.
hope our hardwork will pay off.

(:

thripple eight plaza!

math

2008-07-26T17:39:00.001+08:00

i suck at it.
E MATH

anyone willing to teach me?

math

2008-07-26T17:39:00.000+08:00

i suck at it.
E MATH

silent thought

2008-07-19T16:50:00.000+08:00

sitting by the chair with nothing to do but think.
thinking about things that circled around me each day.

It come to my consensus that i am not being my true self this days.
yup.
people around me cannot be trusted at all.
tell this person, next thing u know 5 other persons know about it.

i learn not to tell things off and just shut up.
maybe i can share with my friends that does not study in the same school as me.

well, this week is full of drama and emotion.
a lot of things that happened in a short time.

i got too tired to entertain some problems and just let it be.
thats the best way to do it.
(:
):

fcuk.

my heart gets too season till it numb.
It'll not hurt like before.

RHD 2008 pictures!

2008-07-19T10:16:00.001+08:00

time for teletubbies!

2008-07-13T14:45:00.000+08:00

YTSA memoir
cha is love!

what a week.
pack with work, work, work and more work!!!

its a tough week. Lots of pressure on my shoulder.
But i think the event was okay.
though last minutes, still it was okay.
i ms referring to the walkathon 2008.

Homework not done!
revision, don't mention it!
test is coming my way and i dont know how well can i fair the test.

have to maintain my results or parents will nag.
then they will say my result drop due to SC. i think its a lame reason la seh.
get a new reason dad!

being the deejay of the walkathon together with perinder and syahirah was a fun and enjoying moments!

song request never end till the end of deejay time frame.
thanks people.
hope we did a good job..

ookaaay, i got to be on task and focus.
if not, i can never finish up my homework!

priority

2008-07-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

DON'T you know that your blog could be read by any one?

That was one of my teacher who said that.

anyway, i wont be updating much on my blog.
this term and next will be busy with studies, SC and stuff like that.

i hate being too busy.
i can even relax!

when will this be over?

better get going.

-Amy

pissed!

2008-06-29T14:03:00.000+08:00

hey silicon boobies and bamboo pole busterd.*those out there jgn terase la.
basically its not because of them that i get pissed off.
but its bacause of siti nur .
my friends knw who she is.
Fancy them calling us names and telling stupid lies.
fuck her.
go back la.

fcuk her upside down can?
i just wish to forward her email to my blog so that the whole world can see.
shes being a damn busterd arh.
dont act like a preety head which come to school with nice fucking hair clr.
hah.
im not mentioning name.
but those who terase, maybe thats you.
god knws la eh.

if she spread some fucking rumours abt me and tell bad things abt me again.
i bet her life will be miserable i tell you.
fcuk.

silicon and bamboo pole and siti nur.
i hate you.
thats is from the bottom of my heart.
sincerely from MOHD HAZMIE.

school stress

2008-06-28T23:06:00.000+08:00

school.
i want to have hols.
still in that mood.
im feeling stupid.
i forgotten almost all the semester 1 work
shit.
f you!

SURPIRSE!

2008-06-22T02:39:00.001+08:00

who Is that??!?

bahahaha.

Okay,geog project almost done.

malay project. Siket pon belum pegang.

homework masih tinggal banyak.

SC project pon same.

I bet when school reopen.

i will be life- less.

projects, Homework, Revision, BAdminton.

wow. I dont know if i can handle that amount of stress.

So saturday.

woke up early at 5am and at 8.50am went off to coach badminton till 12noon.

Went to Toa Payoh Hub to buy stuff and watch live performances by the deaf.

somehow i really appreciate that i can hear,talk and be normal.

unlike them who have difficulty hearing and have to use hearing aid.

communicate through hand signal. Wow. That is tough.

Reached home, settle down and off to Nap! Z monster attacked me hard!

I intend to help out at my Religion teacher's daughter wedding but end up helping my self on bed.

woke up when Jeremy called me at 1706hrs.

We talked about SC stuff and yea.

Bing Yi planned to come over to my house and do homework crashed after knowing i had to complete master plan thing.

Cracked my head, our head on that and it was settled by 10 something.

I've been tagged by Ally
1.Describe about urself?
tall, blur
2.Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
SOMEWHERE WHICH IS PEACEFUL AND BREATH TAKING

3.What's your favourite thing(s)to do?
Badminton,sleep,eat,talk crap, spent time with Wb
4.Do you think money can buy happiness?
Sometimes.
5.If you can have 1 dream to come true,what would it be?
2 other dream that will come true
6.Do you believe you can survive without money?
No

7.Do you think there is such thing called 'LOVE'?Reason?

Definitely. There is us. Our parents made love. (:
8.What is love?
Trust, Faith, Understand, learn
9.What do you dream of doing in the future?
Doctor
10.List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you.
sweet, short, decent
11.What makes you happy?

When the person around me is happy. Wb and friends are the sources of happiness

12.What type of person do you hate most?
Arrogant,egoistic,materialistic
13.Where do you see yourself 10 yrs down the road?
At lib doing my research for Degree

14.At what age do you intend to get married?
26 or 27
15. WHAT do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Money and happiness

16.Who is the most important persons in your life?
Family,Aisha,friends
17.If you had a chance to change your life,what would you want to change?
I wanna be happy always with lesser stress on me.oh ya.be more optimistic!
18.The love of your life now.
Siti Aisha Bte Ghazali
19.Why Her?

Cause she have impressive personality and she is one in a million (:

20.Would you rather follow your heart or mind when deciding for the right one?
BOth

Instruction:Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.
Make it a total of 20 qtns.Then tag 10 ppl your list and list them out at the end of
this post.Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1.SAFWAN

2.KAMARUL

3.AISHA

4.HAZIQ

5.DANIEL

6.WAHIDAH

7.EVON

8.ADILAH

9.AFIQ

10.JODY

Hey thanks alot Aisha for helping me with the Finance.

You stayed up late to complete it. I appreciate it alot.

I miss you babe

POA students rawk when it comes to counting of Cash.

Chuck

2008-06-19T21:10:00.001+08:00

Wow bing yi, nice video arh u showed me? Hahaha!

The library outing was okay.Half the time focus and the other slacking.

Got our work done and left with little bit.

Spent meaningful time with cha and yeaa.

went straight home.

sch reopening soon.

i just got my hair cut just now and i dont know uh how it looks to u all.

my short hair always sucks.

always.

alright.

thats all.

ps,this post so boring

2008-06-17T20:58:00.000+08:00

i love Siti Aisha bte Ghazali ;)

ps:called u but u were asleep (:
i miss you too.

thats it folks.time to get cracking with studies

im tired

2008-06-16T23:22:00.001+08:00

i will tell u guys more about my 3days 2 nights YTSA camp and Amazing race tomorrow or any other day that i'm free.

anyway, i feel sorry for Baby cause she lose her pouch which contain HP and Wallet. ):

i miss her and i will miss her even more.

HP da tkder.mane tak..

keh uh.

bye.

wait.sandra asked to talk about her.

haha

sandra is bubbly and max said she act cute!haha.its kinda true you know?haha.YOURE fun to be with and u rocks! (:

all of us rawks!

amazing race with WRSS sports CCA

2008-06-16T23:16:00.001+08:00

YTSA

2008-06-16T22:40:00.001+08:00

away from home!

2008-06-12T20:22:00.001+08:00

hey peeps out there!
i'm off to camp for 3 day so yea.

happen that today is bro 19th birthday.

so bro,happy birtthday!!!!!!!

Okay his my bro.yea bro.the tall one.taller than me still.

he simply sweep girls off their feet!

omg.i wonder how he does that u know.

((:

so yea,hope he pass his motor test uh.

all the best bro.

the best bro i ever had.

like as though i got other bro gitu -.-|||

Aicha sick!

2008-06-09T18:44:00.000+08:00

get well soon okay.
we go out some other day and rest well (:
ILY alot.

Garang GUNI. cheng chang chong. radio tv!(communication barrier)

2008-06-09T17:05:00.000+08:00

THIS WAS WHAT HAPPENED YESTURDAY.
i was using the comp at living room. then i heard someone knocking while pressing the honk.
Knowing it was the guni man i didn't bother to open the door.
She knocked umpteenth times and kept pressing the bell.
I looked at the door hole and then sat at my comp seat back..

A WHILE LATER...

knock3.
dingdong4!

*heard plastic beg and newspaper sound*

i peep through the door hole and saw what she tryna do.
(i place old news paper and rags to be recycled at my doorstep)

She looked at the things that we placed at the door step and then carry 1/4 of the old news paper away.
when she passed my door, i quickly open the door and caught her by surprise.
*you should see how she looked when i opened the door. She was like baaaah!*

Then she said shengshionghohohazmiehandsomeiknowyoujealoussfgfgad! kjajkdafjjksaf.....

(i was standing by the gate.)
then im like HUH?!?
She speak chinese but i dun understand a single bit.

She said "ffhjhjyongtaufutaupokmeepokalifactcuteuknowiknowhahahahaaljfhdfj"she point at the old newspaper indicating it worth $1.

Since im 'too pro' in speaking CHINA*hint to rachel*
i said $1 bu yao. tui pui chi.
WA mau RECYCLE.
R-E-C-Y-C-L-E.

She replied aunty jkdfjkdaf $1 old newspaper, $ 1. pushaichasakitmatekesianauntyslengermakandagingbabibyksangatagaknyerjajffjbadf $1.

KEI uh!

i said PU KEI!(its nt pronounce as puki but pu ke ee)
wo yao newspaper!
ni ~~chiobu~~ cho KAI!
*show my step fierce face *

then

*she smile at me (:*

IN MY HEART I SAID" fuck u grandma! can still smile at me uh? i not fierce enough is it?dammit!*

Wah she damn busted sia.
she took the newspaper, place 50 cents on the floor and walk off smiling.

Lesson learn.
:go China learn chinese *hint to balls family*

:karang guni man/women/apek/nyonyah/nenek/atuk must learn how to speak english.kalau tk pon singlish jadi la kan?

(:

CHEER me ATAS!!

2008-06-07T18:21:00.001+08:00

my boo is going

boohoooo bohooooooo!
u wonder whats that?it means shes sad!
duh?
yea.
duhhhh!
but hey.
dont worry cause im here!
yea,im here!
*twist and turn and shake my butt like ~~haziq~~ does!huh?*

Flickr Tags: cheeeeeeeer up uh AISHA!

im gonna interview bangla for geog project.

hows that sound?

cool right.

yea,hazmie pe (:

CRAZY CUZZIN

2008-06-05T22:52:00.000+08:00

i was blessed with cool cuzzins, handsome cuzzin, gorgeous and unfortunately, the one that staying with me or perhaps staying in my house(my dad house i mean) is the crazy one ((:
yea.
herrr name is situkus.
nahh i mean,sitipayung?
i dont know wats up with her parents that name her that way.
well, its up to them kan?
hey wait, her real name is siti fatimah azzahra bte yusoff..
okay aniway, shes insane and she turning the house upside down!!!
what a disasterous.
however, she add some colour though. yea,blue, purple, pink....
alaaaaa.colour la.
tk phm ke?

okay next topic.
(hey3.she asked me to post about her u know)
tak tau malu*
haha xD

ON tues, i went out with Cha to stadium for 4km run.
well,she need to prepare for fitness test which was on today.she passed u know?!?so happy for her. she run and run and she faint.so i had to do cpr on her.she then wake up and kiss me like woaaaaaah.

and u know,i lied.
but fun uh, saw shah the man and talked to him like borther uh.
he was asking abt us, abt me and all.

when back to school by foot before the rain starts to pour heavily. we were wet!
took bus to school and waited by the gate before i saw my liverpool then i walk away pretend that i didnt notice him. i heard that he say kirim slm pat hazmie to aisha.
so yea, he saw me and he knew i was waitig for her.

i didnt send her home cause i got to go home.
dad bought a study table and yea,glad to have one now.

the next day i woke up and i realise i am alife.
huh?
yea.im alive of coz.
wed.
just like any wed,i had my badminton training which was to me,slacking day.
we did stroke but no multiple.
i was not drained out at all.
maybe due to the jog i had.u know ;)
or.
maybe the ss girls that i saw training motivated me to perform during training.
i won all the mathes except when i tag with chen weeeeeei.

as for today post,i shall update when i feel like it. its abt dad hp that just passed away and car crash?
yea.smth like that.dad angry at me for using comp late at night.
goodnight!

Its different now

2008-06-01T17:30:00.001+08:00

ohayou gozaimasu

today is damn mendak.

Nothing spectacular happened.

Never spent a sec on my studies.

Eat and kept eating.

i am missing someone.

i am missing something.

I am missing you.

emotionally disturbed

2008-05-31T19:35:00.001+08:00

HATE

((:

2008-05-30T12:17:00.000+08:00

Yesturday spent some meaningful time with WB.

im loving it ;)
love u~love u~

a SUM OF THOUSAND WORDS

2008-05-30T11:08:00.001+08:00

procrastinate

2008-05-27T18:35:00.001+08:00

hye peeeeeeps.

holidays here and activities is filled.

so, busy3.

homework awaits and project forgotten.

school reopen im gonna be in deep hot curry soup.

Talked to last yr grp 6 Faci.

Benny and Yao Zhong.

benny chionging A level and YZ in ARMY now.

CSSP 07 still fresh in my head and i miss them. unfortunately, i will not be going to CSSP 08.

coz i think that they will teach the same thing yet again.

but now i regreted.

hey,tmr is the sports CCA gonna go SENTOSA!

I bet it gonna be fun.

hey Wbaby, love yea (:

2E2 WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART <3

2008-05-26T01:20:00.000+08:00

Even though i am in 3e1 or Esprit de Corps, but still i can't sense the unity among us yet.

i see that everyone with their own clique at a corner and speak their MT language frequently.

WE have the 'dont care attitude' in my class now.

wassup people?why?

i love 2e2 '07 more and i think we was so united last time and we rawks isint it people?

Hey i think Mr Andy Ang must be proud of us cause most of our classmates did well in academic and in sports respectively.

4 OF our classmates get into EXCO for SC and i bet MR And is proud.

Pravin got second in level.

Fantastic!

so yea.this post is specially dedicated to Mr Ang, all my 2e2 classmates and the teachers that had thought us.

((:

2008-05-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

since yr hp kene confiscate, its hard for us to communicate.
but its okay.
anw,its just a while kan?
kan?

sorry for hanging up the phone immediately by just saying 'gtg.bye'
sorry eh.
my dad arh.bit problematic.
so just wanna say ILY ((:
and goodnight (:

thats all for todays' post

results

2008-05-22T23:39:00.000+08:00

Im glad with my result.

not that good though but still i didnt expect that i could get top few in class.

i thought all my MYE ppr flung and gone case.

THANK Allah that my CA pulled my marks up.

However, i feel bad for my dearest WB.

I see sad faces in my class and some peeps i know.

YEA, today was an emotional day for some.

For those who did well, congratulation and for those who did not do so well, buck up and catch up.

TO Wb, i will be there to support u and we will score together,okay alright?

Went bloghopping just now and realise that today is wawa's and sham's birthday!

i ddint know that.

im such a bad bad friends.

so to both of you,happy birthday!!

may Allah bless you in whatever ure doing okay (:

eh,im getting really sleepy now.

its 11.38pm and i gtg to slp now.

goodnight!

INTERCLASS

2008-05-15T23:35:00.001+08:00

I was so pissed off with the referee!

He's so damn stupid in judging the fact.

like hey comon! u dont even stand firm on the ground and thus u just assume this and that happened.

I was so fed up. Really.

Legends boys played rough and the referee didnt help at all. NO foul no nothing but just play on.

BEST OF ALL, sichen get away with handball? WTH.

obvious la rep. obvious.

thus this shows the referee wasnt paying attention to the match.

amateur i understand but this should not be the reason for weak judgment. HES JUST NOT FIT TO BE REP.

ANW, congrats la 3e5. U guys did well! Most of u guys are Z club member and this is a pure advantage to u.

BONDED AS A TEAM.

IDK why 3e1 is not bonded yet.

sometimes i just hate my class for being so in grps kind of thing.

like this grp that grp and more group.

no one really cares about the class even!

If this the way they want it to me, i shall never have a 3e1 being UNITED.

on the brighter side of this post was that my class manage to came in 1st runner up for netball.

yet again, we lost to legends.

I read someone blog and it says that class legends dont need A math and pure sciences to be the best.

sports and academic doesnt relate la seh.

Now, let me move on to SC.

some people just love to lie about themselves which i think its bad.

BAD!damn bad.

u lie but the thing u said really dont reflect your action.

i have doubts in thinking of being and exco members.

what matter most is academic and im worried that im not discipline enough to juggle both together.

my dad is the other factor that worries me to be an exco.

he just want me to be home early for Allah knows why!

he dont like me attending meetings.

he dont like me reaching home late.

he dont like me to be busy with SC work.

what is he thinking?!?

sometimes, he just the worst men that existed in my life.

really.

he claimed that he is right even though its not.

he change this and that and vuala! the case are on his side!

)):

enough abt DAD.

WB and I had been busy recently.

too busy to even talk.

we are doing our won business and most of my time now are spent with my good friends and to WB, i felt that we are far from friends now.

currently.

just like a passerby i suppose.

hate it!

2008-05-09T20:01:00.000+08:00

pictures of my aunt and her hubby wedding dinner at Malay Heritage.
enjoys ...

2008-05-09T19:31:00.000+08:00

hey fellow readers.
Its been a long time since i last log in to the net.i comp broke down and have yet to be repaired.but since im in my cuzzin house,im taking this opportunity to update...

Aniway, MYE just ended and i know my result will be sucky.
All the late revision is just not enough to produce good results.

OHH YA! i saw lotss of old peeps at the lib during the exam period.such as neole, hue shin, MS, and some i forgotten their name. i miss them la seh.

I cant wait for CCA to resume coz i miss my team and the game.

My June will be filled with training i guess.other than that,idk what to do during june hols.

lets talk about life.
Mr Siva asked a short yet deep Q.
'whats your purpose in life?'
i cant find the ans u knw.

life had been okay.

(;
to WB, love u so much!

missing you

2008-03-29T07:45:00.000+08:00

to all my CSSP camp grp 6 2007.

you're missed!

hope to have reunion soon.

please.can someone organise that?

STRESS

2008-03-28T22:16:00.000+08:00

hey readers!

first,a huge sigh of relief as our proposal is approved by the big shots!
phew!
but theres need to be editing here and there.
im left with the reflection booklet and feedback form before im done with liaison.

Its a pity that i wont be going to the NE camp.
all the effort put must be seen before my eye before i get the sense of satisfaction.
haizz.

what a waste.
my wish was to facilitate the sec2 but due to the fact that OBS is right after the NE camp,i cld not do so.

Tomorrow is ushering day(another day that im gg to skip my religion class)
going to meet the other peeps outside boots and shoes at 5.30pm.
i heard the concert gonna stretch until late at night.
latest 11pm?
if thats the case,im afraid my dad will nag at my sis and i seh.
haizz.

sunday is the MOST IMPORTANT day in my badminton 'career'(like real arh career)
im going for a trial out for singapore malay badminton association.
omg.my dream since young was to join that club!
pls god!let me get into the team!

ps,my E math cher teaching is horrible.i cant understand a thing he is teaching.
im going to fail my E math test this tues ):

Hypocrites

2008-03-22T16:09:00.000+08:00

some people around me are just acting like as though they are my friends.
he may say hi to me but behind me.he tell bad things about me.make fun of me.yea i know.i know what he did to me and i just 'layan' dier aje la.
and i hate that sort of person.u hate me,jolly well tell me.dont be two faced mtf.
alright?

okay enough of that guy.

SEC 2 camp is getting stressful.
like there's so much things to do.
my hmw yet to be done.
revision,worst.
i have phy test this mon and i think im gonna flung my ppr la seh.

yesturday was full of badminton.morning till afternn.
After solat jumaat,my amir,azri kurus and i ate to KFC and had a good talk.
it had been ages since we had one aniway.
im glad everything is said.nothing is kept from one another.
((:

i dont know what else to update.
i shall stop now!
goodbye

pilot pen cup

2008-03-14T21:02:00.000+08:00

mon was a tiring one cause i woke up at 5.50am(raymond ask me to wake up at 5.30am)
over shot by 20 mins and raymond started to call me.
"hazmie where are you?"
"at home"
"at home?what time is it now?"
"umm,5.52am?OMG.LATE!sorry.wait for me!!"
"take your time cause bryan will be late too."

rushed off and reached there at 6.30am.siallah.kecian dorang kene tunggu.
i know that my first round match was a 'bye'.but raymond insisted to come early cause he was worried that we might miss the registration and doing the line judging.
wah.
u know wht?my match actually start after 3.15pm.
imagine.woke up 5.50am,reached at8.00am till 3.15pm.OF WAITING.

anw,Bryan won and WE won too.
we played against ACS(barker rd)
it was an easy one.

round 3,tuesday
against greenview sec.
well,i got to know a guy name iskandar.
he's such a nice guy.unlike his partner.ahaha.
anw,ure good.
but i think u just didnt perform out thats why u lost to us.
21-13,21-15.

round4(top 16 pair,under 16yrs old in spore)
we're the top 16 sia!!
weeee~
not bad for the school in the neighbourhood to do that u see.
round 4 was filled with all the badminton elite school such as sports sch,monfort,RI,kranji,boonlay,maris stella,ACS9independent).WRSS.wow.not bad huh.

well Raymond,im so proud of you.
so proud of ourself.
only that on round 4,against sports school,i didnt perform out.
My dad was there.thus more pressure was placed on my shoulder.
i just cant play well when he is around.especially during the critical moment where i meet the elite sch.
we lost 21-8,21-17

not bad.
we could have win that school u know?
FYI,one of the guy there was number 4 seeded player in the cup.
and i tot SSP was strong but actually,no.
ahaahaa.
umm,gonna win them nx year!

i miss the team alot! 'B' team 2007-08.

top 16 pair under 16 in spore ((:

my dad is unreasonable !!
asdljahsduaghudsafjdf!!
custard!!

keh peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeps.
gtg.
hmw waiting for me!

goodnight!
im not emo la sucker.
the skin just look nice.green,black,you know..
thats all la.
black papaya.

'rship is nvr,friendship is forever' sounds familiar.
AIS hot once said that to me...
bye u all !

freinds

2008-03-09T09:20:00.000+08:00

when im still new in school,
i just stick to safwan,azri.since they're my pri sch budd.
so we walk,eat in 3s.
safwan knows azri kurus from madrasah.soon,azri starts to mix ard with us.
faris was a lonely sole in 1e2.thus i approach him and we start to be close friends"hazmie is the first secondary friend i made"said faris.

faris introduce amir to us and somehow,kamarul get close to our grp.
in the end,formed us.
amir,azri syazwan,azri azman,faris,hazmie,kamarul,safwan.

the 7 of us loves to play soccer aft school and we love to make noise in MT class.
well,that was during sec1 and 2.
now,its different.

):

UPDATE!!

2008-02-29T21:46:00.000+08:00

it felt so long since i last updated.memang long pon.tk payah nk raser2.

let me talk about school.
doing quite well for class test and im proud of myself.
school is so stressful
stress come from studies and not to forget peers.
oh yea.stress from the council also!

my close friends are att.
amir,azri.
with kamarul and safwan getting apart from us,it just felt way too wrong.
azri and amir keep sticking to their GF.
well,when i was in rship,they really dnt lyk it.do not support it.
now u see.whos in rship??

i think for now.i try my best not to tangle up with rship.coz to me,rship=problem
i just wanna be happy even w/o having a partner.
i wanna commit in studies,SC,badminton and friends.
AS clock ticks,i know im getting closer to sec 4.every mins and sec shld be cherished and so i would wanna spent it with my friends and not GF.

okay.
so much so abt the school.
idk what else to talk abt seh.

umm,really.no idea.so if u have any suggestion,just tell me and i might consider to update about it. ((:

2008-02-10T10:15:00.000+08:00

nasirah~kwn lame aku!ahaha

slmt hari jadi yar!!!kite da 15 lar (:
tapi kan,dier nyer bdae on5th.lambat antar la.ahaha!

northzone!

0202 but was celebrated on 0402(:thnks aisha!really was an unexpected one (:

lao po surprise :)

B team 2008

with mr and in red (:

Fierce arh?haha

what a waste!i didnt go to mr ang house yesturday )):

hey guys!
if not for 2nd lao po,i wont be updating seh.
i dnt have time to update!
haiyah!

anw,i would like to thank u guys that had rmbred my birthday and wished me on the day itself or after (:

my birthday is so yestrday la eh

but the latest thing that i want to update is that
northzone!
yessah

okay,tmr is the big game
bowen sec.
if we win,i can assure that we proceed to semi final.
ahaha
3rd/4th placing (:

pray hard u guys,
for the school,team and my self!
gooooooo badminton!!

2008-02-01T23:29:00.000+08:00

hey guys.
thnks for the advance wish and all.
app it alot.
2e2 '07
u guys will forever rawks!
i love the card so much!

eika,thnks for the pwesie.waiting till 12 am before opening the gift.

lost to monfort
5-0

(:
i was damn happy and no pressure while playing with them.
i realised that i can do well when im happy while playing !!
soo cool.new discovery.

time check :11.34pm
i think im going to slp .
olrite ppl.
goodnight!

SHORT POST for all!!

2008-01-31T21:23:00.000+08:00

hey u guys.
for those who tagged me.
thnks
rahayu.
i dont sell french fries la deh.
i sell lame jokes.want to buy or not?
aniway,im in the midst of doing my hmw and then i sis say,AMIE NK PAKAI COMP KE TK?
so yea,i decided to use it.

round two of north zone badminton tournament.
wrss will be playing with
monfort-tmr
compassvale-?
bowen-?

we are glad that we played agaisnt the unseeded group champion.
theres a high chance in getting 4th in north zone!!

hey ppl.thats all i got to update.
keep tagging yaw!!

anw,studies is such a stressful thang now.
MATH are a pain in the back.

i am lost in GEOG,BIO.
math,i dont have to mention.
anyone offer to help me?

okay ppl.
got to study now!
bye2
will update beeeeery soon hor!
ahaha
kay la.
bye !

2008-01-25T22:10:00.000+08:00

NORTH ZONE BADMINTON TOURNAMENT
wrss against maris stella
0-5
wrss against yishun
5-0
wrss against northbrooks
4-1
wrss against anderson
*match will be on this mon

most prob we will be proceeding to second round.
which falls on the 1st feb.(if im not wrong)

hey the OBS peeps are back!
yey!
i mean i miss some ppl la dey.
evon,bingyi,and i should say most of the councillor except for 1 la.
u know who.
ahahaha

anyway.
they're back,means enough man power to help on recess duty
u know what?
without them helping,and left with only 6 pathetic sec 3 councillor,we're abit helpless and its damn hard to manage.
u guys play a damn big role le seh

school had been damn tiring,sleepy,stressing and busy.

i cant cope with my both of my math.
E math especially.
coz its MR S**
his method of teaching is weird and i catch no ball each time he try to deliver the lesson.
test is coming!!next 2 wks!
my god!

and my birthday coming too!
means,i got my IC!
wohooo.
what so good about getting an IC arh?
ahaha.
ppl keep saying, 'hey,gg to get ur IC soon arh boy."

today
-the whole B team,including the girls follow us to maris stella seh.
watch us play
wohoo..
they shout damn loud la!
ahaha
great supporter.
must bring more if we proceed to the semi final.
hope so.
want to make history for the sch,the team and for myself.
this year is the only year which we have potential good players.not too sure if can make it for next year north zone. ):

so yea.
thats about all.
pictures(badminton) will be uploaded next time when i blog.
wait long2 okay (:
so long readers!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NUR AAINAA NADIAH BTE JA'AFAR(my sis la deng)

2008-01-20T18:30:00.000+08:00

hey guys!
today is my sissie birthday la seh.
16 years old.hmmm.sounds so old eh.
people say 16 is 'sweet 16'.

so yea,happy sweet 16 bdae!

okay.im so damn busy.no time to further elaborate on the wishes and such for my sis.
so,well,just give a short post arh.

tmr is my tournament
if not for the tournament,i will be gg for OBS tmr ):

sucks la!
keh bye.

hazmie update cause.
1st)my sis bdae
2nd)lao po asked me to

heh!

2008-01-19T11:40:00.000+08:00

hey guys
sorry for not updating for a very long time.
been very busy lately.
but the thing that cause my blog not to be updated is because of my laziness.
cant help it la dey.

tournament is on this mon.
wrs against maris stella.
i know we got no chance to win that seeded school.
but we just try our best ryte,team.?

OBS
i wanted to go together with the councils.
we're just like a family.
without them in school feel like something is not right.
i bet i will miss them damn lot when they're away.
i will miss disturbing evon. idk why but disturbing her like damn fun la seh.
for u information,i wont be gg to OBS due to badminton tournament.
why must north zone tournament clash with OBS?!?

i want to facilitate the sec 2s during NE camp.
but since sec 3 cohord OBS will be right after NE camp,i dont think i cld possibly facilitating them.
ive already planned in my head that this year,i will be facilitate the sec 2s.that gonna be my highlight in 2008.
but see what had happen?!?

everything doesn't go as to what i planned.
since im not facilitating,i dont want to be in the planning team.
)):

oh yea.
my sis bdae coming soon sia!!
idk what thing to buy for her.
anyway,its just tmr!!
my god!!!

any suggestion?

goodbye readers!!

22.12.07-2e2 outing

2007-12-23T18:45:00.000+08:00

The time was 11am.
i was suppose to be at CWP with the rest of my classmates.
however i was still at home,packing my beg.
sorry you guys for coming late.

SO i think i reached there at 11.15am and i saw bev,cyn,sup,wawa,saf,dan,lao ta,xiong2.
i was thinking as to where goes the rest of the students?
maybe they will come later but bev gave a confirmation to me that they will not be coming.
Except for OCJ and Jody whom will be late.

We had our lunch at banquet and wait for OCJ to come.
'explore' safwan first ever handphone meanwhile.damn the hp is damn good and cool.

minutes after the arrival of OCJ,we ordered our lunch.
gobble up the food and ate our desert before setting off to Pasir Ris Park.
took a long MRT trip to city hall which we had to change train to get to pasir ris.
when safwan and i get off the train,we lost track of the others.
we wonder where they were and we just know that they cant be that far from where we are.
we were about to take the escalator but somehow my instinct ask me to turn back and look for the last time.
skali,i saw them sia.
wah heng arh.
wonder what will happen if they left w/o us.

about 10 mins after reaching PRP(pasir ris park),the rain starts to fall.
i was just about to change my shirt and i felt raindrops,drip on my body.
it started to rain heavily and we run to the toilet for shelter.
thinking of ways not to get wet,i took out my poncho which OCJ,raymond and weixiong share together.Safwan and azri used umbrella ella.and knowing that it will rain today,i brought my jacket.
daniel had no things to shelter himself from the rain thus me,being an angle(hahaha,like real)
share my jacket with him.

the gerls run as fast as possible to the bus stop and to me,even though they use umbrella,they still get wetter than me and Daniel.

most of us were wet and for those who brought their towel,wiped themselves dry and share with the others.
When we step into the bus,the bus driver were saying to jody not to seat coz we're wet.
we didnt give a damn and just seat.
i realized that the bus driver gave us a long stare by looking through the mirror and i know he sure not happy with us.
ahh.who cares.we paid for the bus trip seh..
BAKA la the uncle.

next stop tanah merah interchange.

take bus no. 2 to changi chapel.

we didnt go to the chapel but we go to the bar next to the chapel and play pool.
fun sia!
just take a look at the photo and u know!

thanks 2e2 for everything.
scolding to lecturing to bullshitting to fun to ...
too much to mention la.

thnks arh!

love 2e2 '07

2007-12-10T03:34:00.000+08:00

BASIC LEADERSHIP CAMP

day 1
woke up at 9am and my beg wasnt completely ready for camp.
my shoe and slippers have yet to be pack,my shirt,pants and toothbrush.
i thought i would be late but fortunately for me,i was on time and theres someone who came later then me.

After all the waiting,susu brief us with the game we gonna play.
'find the senior' game.
damn fun la they game!
the toughest person for us to find was danial who was hiding in the classroom.
we came in second in the end.

next we had our break?

i cant remember much about DAY 1 coz its nothing important/special
At night,we had this meaningful lecture by MR Siva which really made me ponder about my purpose being in SC and the 'V Triple RIPLE I' was the highlight of the lecture.

*Vision
*Integrity
*Influence
*Initiative

After the long lecture,most of us were damn sleepy and tired.YET they asked us to write a reflection.(my leadership journal book is pink in color*amazing*)
While writing,we had our supper.We ate biscuits and dip it with HOT milo.
FATHER PEH MING BIN asked us to finish up all the biscuits and Jeremy did help a lot in finishing it up.THANKS YAW!

OH yaa..
Aisyah sec 4 rawk la.!!!
"big momma!"

just one day is enough for us to be close!
shes another Aisyah hot!

finalise group,
:aisha
:Chao Jian
:me
:haizan
:Felicia

meyemak seh dier tu..ala..yg name terakhir tu..

PRATA IS OUR GROUP NAME.
prata is so random la seh.my idea u know.ahaha

DAy 2

OCJ:HAZMIE,HAZMIE WAKE UP!!
Hazmie:*rub eyes*huh?what time now arh*yawn*
OCJ:6.30am.7am must report already !
Hazmie:okay2 thnks.

So,thanks la OCJ for waking me up.if not,i will be late.
my stomach is grumbling and i need foooood to occupy my empty stomach.
im so very hungry and then u know what?they still make us run around the quadrangle arh.
wah.tkleh angst beb.
soon after completing the round,we were brief about the AMAZING RACE WRSS.
wah.sounds exciting.
but I STILL NEED MY FOOD LA DEY.
NO FOOD,NO ENERGY.
NO ENERGY,NO ENTHUNESS.

first task was to eat breakfast.
ahaha
happy sak aku!!
so 1 loaf of bread is damn lot for 4 of us to eat.
so we spread the butter,jam,whatever there is there,and gobble up all those FOOOOOD and drank up our milo and head off to AP.
(current post:1st)

*lazy to elaborate in details.so,point form is good enough eh?
>buy flower with 2 bucks budget.
>kranji memo.
>visit two president tomb
>search for Private G.Yerrow.
(3rd)

>go to NIE,greenhouse.
>Search a NTU student and sing a song that we created along the way.(we are councillor just like the sun.sun in the sky which give out sunlight.orchid plant grow and blooms into flower.Grow orchid plant grow,grow all the way*use twinkle2 little star tune**compose by OCJ and amie*)-highlighted color is the keyword.
(2nd)

>one little two little three little ____
INDIA of coz!
ahaha damn easy seh.
>find a fortune teller with the parrot thingy(this is damn hard okay.we go round n round.atlast,alif help us with it.)
>eat lunch at indian vege shop.then we need to complete all the food we had to buy and,that,was eaasy.BUT the lassie?lassy?*tk tau nk eje*its damn salty la.salty yoghurt.so not nice la.try it to believe.OCJ n me drank it all up before getting then next task.
(3rd)

> proceed to Fort canning park by your foot.buy 2 bottles of 1.5 L to fill your water bottle up.
>go to ROM,fire engine station and take picture.,keramat sultan idk.(as for this task,damn fun larh.frm little india teros gi fort canning.then we like blur octopus,donnoe how to get to FC by foot.so we go ask strangers,*tanpe segan silu*.
it was raining raining but we have no umbrella ella thus we use our poncho hancho.
Miss Joyce Kow was over concern about our safety.i was already wearing jacket and she still insist on buying a poncho for me and danial to cover my head in order not to get wet.wet la fun!
she got me a poncho for kid?!?
like wth.aku da la tinggi.cacat seh bile aku pakai.kuning plak tu.
aniwae,thnks miss Kow.such a kind and thoughtful teacher.appreciate it somehow...
(2nd)

>Changi chapel museum.*if im nt wrong*
got the info ready,straight away we headed to play pooooooool!
damn!its been a long time since i last played pool.when i was 8 i guess.and thnks danial for teaching me how to play.If he wasnt ard to coach me,i might not even get to hit the white ball properly.pool was fun seh.i feel like a pro.*ehem*actually,hazmie is always the pro in most of the things he do.
haizz,mcm phm.
when we reach at the pool table,the first group was there.still playing pool.
learnord was damn pro.though that was his first time playing pool,yet he still look like a pro in action seh.
but still,hazmie is still proer!*nie,miss kaw yg ajar aku eh.*proer*ahahah
oh ya,miss kaw treat us coke!thnks lots yea cher!! (: *free things will always be nice *
(2nd)

>go back to sch and create a dikir barat using nursery rhyme.
twinkle2 little star was yet again chosen among the rest of the nursery rhyme we thought off.
we cant get into the sch unless we perform out the dikir barat.

aniwae,frm the pool cafe to WRSs,we took MRT.wanted to take 969 all the way home.but the queue was damn long okeh!so we are acting like a prince n princesses."OMG,so long.then how to sit.im tired"*keep on whining.

so we took MRT la.we bounce back to marina bay some more.
pro eh?
like leisure seh.
we were so confident in finishing second that we slack all the way to school.
then we got our sit.
the train was so pack with human.
the MRT was like a tin.
humans are like sardines.
sardines in tin
baik arh.
(CURRENT post2/3/4 at the same time.)

reach AP,i went to the toilet,OCJ followed then we waLK SLoooowly to sch.then we start to walk faster...idk why we did that.

reach outside sch gate,did our dikir barat and went in.all the grp were waiting for us.
damn it!
how shocked i was to know that we came in last.
the 3rd grp were in the same train as us.(w/o us knowing)
so sad la prata.

4th-100 points

3rd/last day.

OCJ woke me up yet again with just 3 loud clap.
take a shower and did my reflection.
ate breakast and drank milo.

bla454w54.

the fun part was.
we pop balloons by lying on top of it.
we stack the boys up into one another and then the balloon pop!
great excitement
u shld try it too yaw!

had a war game.
debrief
MACD without her
ahaha
she kene busted sia.outcasted!
muahaha

sorry guys
im lazy to update la...

2007-12-06T02:04:00.001+08:00

hey3!

gentlemen,ur shirt.
ladies,your blouses.

jody,dont smile at me like that.ure too young me.
ladies,gentlemen,stand on both feet.

i miss those line said by shah the man!

anw guys,going for 3dae so many night camp in school starting frm today!
time check:2.06am.
leaving my hse at 9.30am
anw,will update abt the camp soon after i return.
councilor camp la beb.

toodles!
eh siallah,hazmie,like girl sia.
okay fine.

bye hamlaow!!

2007-12-06T02:04:00.000+08:00

hey3!

gentlemen,ur shirt.
ladies,your blouses.

jody,dont smile at me like that.ure too young me.
ladies,gentlemen,stand on both feet.

i miss those line said by shah the man!

anw guys,going for 3dae so many night camp in school starting frm today!
time check:2.06am.
leaving my hse at 9.30am
anw,will update on the camp soon after i return.
councilor camp la beb.

toodles!
eh siallah,hazmie,like girl sia.
okay fine.

bye hamlaow!!

2007-12-01T22:38:00.000+08:00

saturday.
today really sucks coz im bored.
anw,saw this girl at the place where i play badminton and i guess i....
ahaha.

keh randomness out of boredom.
anw,i cant get enough of badminton la seh.
SEA games coming,perhaps it had started on some sports event.
GO SPORE!
im so damn disappointed in singapores draw with laos today.
haizz.
then how to proceed to the nxt stage if they cant even win the weaker team?haizz

2007-11-29T19:13:00.000+08:00

DAY TRIP TO MR ANG HOUSE.SAT,24 NOV 07.
now then i wanna update.so hamlaow right?

today post.
heloooooo there peeps!
okay,today i went to the library together with faris n raymond HOHOHO!
reached there first so started reading social studies book and i find it interesting.
tried to complete most of the questions and i gave up soon after raymond reached the library.
so i did my math after that.im not surprise that ive forgotten all those formulas ..so i need to think hard and thus my progress was damn slow sia.faris start later but complete earlier than me.nvm,slow n steady win the race.
so faris n i was tired after the homework marathon,we decided to borrow some books.
we saw someone(i cant rmbr her name)
so,we went home with her la...
okeh.boring post.
well,what to do.
boring boy=boring post (:

2007-11-24T21:30:00.000+08:00

appreciation night!there u go,pics as promise

the click five

2007-11-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

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2007-11-21T21:07:00.000+08:00

hey guys!

damn am i so tired after 2 days of badminton training which start at 7.30am and end at 7pm.
body parts of mine is aching n still tmr,theres more training.mati

2007-11-20T19:05:00.000+08:00

theres too many things to update with too little time!
im so not free this few days.
so,not time to update.
i really want to update abt the appreciation night which till now,no time to do so.
partly because im tired and need a rest aft training.so,dont go online liao.
hey,will do it asap la eh.

will post alot2 of pics!
take care peeps out there!
oh yea
that post below.
is especially for those who understand mly
not to be racist
but if that particular person know
the whole world will know
so,i tell in mly.
heh

2007-11-19T21:11:00.000+08:00

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FAZLI ZAINAL-harapan

Doaku agar kau kan selalu bahagia
Agar kau temui insan tulus menyayangimu
Lepaskanlah diriku kerna keredhaanmu
Bukan kerna dendam jua bukan kerna kau terpaksa

Ku tinggalkan memori bersamamu
Ku undur diri bersama harapan

Tidak kesampaian cinta kita
Ku bawa harapan ku pendam rahsia
Ku di kejauhan mendoakan
Agar kau bahagia tiada lagi duka

Daku rela mengundur diri
Ku pasti dikau kan fahami

Tiada penyesalan kasihku korbankan
Andai telah tertulis ku terima ini bukannya ku pinta
Oh pergilah dikau diiringi keikhlasanku,
Cuma pengalaman mengisi kekosongan mimpiku

Sebenarnya,ketikaku melafazkan cinta kepadamu,hatiku masih meragui sama ada aku benar2 mencintai kamu.
aku melafazkan semata mata supaya kamu gembira sebelum berangkat ke sana.
sehari sebelum kamu berangkat,kamu bertanya kepadaku,sama ada kita mahu berada dalam hubungan cinta.(sehari sebelum hari itu,aku telah ditanya oleh *ehem punyer sedara*.aku ditanya samada aku ingin berada di dlm hubungan dengan si dia di sana.aku dibuai dilemma kerna ada baik burok berada di hungan jarak jauh.baiknya adalah untuk mengetahui betapa tulusnya cinta kita terhadap si dia.buruknya pulak,terlalu byk.seperti lelaki org putih yg cute miute kat saner.comferm dier jatuh cinta.)
aku menjawab,ya.aku percaya yang kita boleh melakukan dan melepas ujian waktu.3 tahun memang la lama.tapi,dia berkata,"hazmie,awak nk CUBA berada di dalam hubungan cinta jarak jauh?"
selepas itu,aku menggemgam tangannya erat seperti tidak mahu melepaskanya.
aku tahu,aku sudah mula mencintainya sepenuh hati.

sehari selepas dia tiba di sana.kita bersembang di internet.
kita berjanji.
berjanji ini dan itu.
aku percaya pada janji2 mu itu.
setelah incidentperjanjian itu,aku percaya akan kata2 nya.
dengan itu,aku mencintai dia dengan lebih mendalam.

3 minggu kemudian.
putusnya hubunganku dengan si dia.

Bila putusnya cinta kita,bermakna,kamu meingkari janji2 mu.
haizz...

kadangkala aku bertanya.bolekah aku percaya pada janji2 lagi?bolehkah aku percaya pada janji manis wanita.janji yang dilafazkan,dikata dengan begitu sahaja tanpa erti .
erti janji yang sebenar luput dan janji seperti kata biasa.kosong.
haizz..

wow,im tired typing in malay.
so difficult to tell the story in malay.really.
coz everything happened in eng.
but then,*point up* those in malay coz i dont want certain someone to understand what i said.
or if she know,the whole world will know.
i repeat
its a SHE.

I am having a big problem with her and with that,i hate her damn much.and as u know,i seldom hate ppl for no reason.
im hating her big time sia!
fcuk her upside down la.
*rmbr to wear condom,coz u would not want to carry your child in her womb*

and if u happen to read this.
let me tell u,i didnt expose your name aniwhere in this post.
and so,dont ASSume its you.!

we were used to be friends and never will be again.

2007-11-17T15:05:00.000+08:00

hi!
haha
goodbye
tat was so random

2007-11-14T12:11:00.000+08:00

hey im sorry guys!
im banned from using the comp for a wk!
since yesturday.
so nxt wk tuesday then i can use the comp back.
my dad was the one who banned me frm using
hes so unreasonable.
i did one slight mistake when he was angry n so he banned me.
keh goodbye

BORRIIING

2007-11-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

Idk why today sucks la..
first thing in the morning,dad woke me up to buy breakfast at 888plaza.
bought this n that n lastly,rendang.
i asked the mama "hey!do u sell rendang?"
the mama look n look at the food they're selling and point,'this is rendang.how much you want?'

"you sure its rendang arh mama?"i asked
'yes,rendang.1 packet,$2.50'he replied
"gimme 1 packet please."i ordered.

so i went back home and when my dad eat his food,tasted the rendang and ask me.
"is this rendang?coz it taste like curry.Where do you buy this rendang?"
'i bought it frm the mama shop'i answered.
my dad looked at me and gave me a long stare.i know that i will be in hot tom yam soup.
"WHERE IN THE WORLD CAN YOU FIND A MAMA SELLING RENDANG?!?THIS IS CURRY!I ASK FOR RENDANG!BULLSHIT!DONT BE STUPID LA HAZMIE.BY THE LOOK OF THE FOOD ITSELF,YOU CAN KNOW THAT ITS NOT RENDANG.THEY CHEATED ON YOU.DONT BE FOOLED BY THEM LA HAZMIE!YOU'RE 14 AND STILL THEY ARE'BULLYING YOU'.*SIGH*GO BACK TO THE MAMA SHOP AND ASK FOR REFUND AND GIVE THE MAMA A GOOD SCOLDING!NO BRINGING OF YOU HP AND WALLET!I JUST WANT YOU TO BRING YOURSELF AND CURRY ALONG TO THE SHOP."

I walked out of my house,slammed the door and cycle to 888 plaza.
my morning was ruined just because he scold me like no tmr!

*scene at mama shop*
"hey,just now i bought this 'rendang' from you and its not rendang actually.its curry.mutton curry.WHY DID YOU SAY ITS RENDANG WHEN ACTUALLY ITS CURRY?!?
DO YOU KNOW WHATS THE DIFFERENT BETWEEN RENDANG AND CURRY?
I ASKED FOR RENDANG AND YOU POINTED OUT THAT THIS IS RENDANG.WHEN MY DAD TASTE IT,HE KNOWS THAT THIS IS CURRY."
*he act blur and the boss come to me after hearing the commotion that ive made*

"hey boy,whats the problem?"
'uncle your worker here....
"nah,ur refund.sorry arh..."
*walk off with my money back* ((:

*padahal curry tu da tinggal siket giler XD

Today training was fun!
we did the physical training which coach daniel Tan never nvr try on us.
fun sia!!
mon still have training.
training and more training till school reopen!
wow!so tiring..
*sigh*
im lazy to go training smtimes...

so peeps out there!hope you guys are enjoying your hols yea..
dont waste time.make full use of your time during holiday. (:
*trying to act like mrs principal*

to those pri school student.
*laugh at them*
wait till nxt wk before your school end!
ahahha.pity u guys la.ahahhakz!

helloooooooooooooo ):

2007-11-07T11:25:00.000+08:00

hey guys.sorry for not updating for so long.
been so lazy
so bz
so ....

aniwae,i get into 3e1 thats the option 3 btw.
im okay that i get to that class.however im all alone.
my close friends get into 3e2.(most of them)
my class have only 5 or 6 mly students and that sucks.
not to say im racist but somehow i get along better with malays.
and*sigh* i feel like appealing for 3e2.
coz both azri,faris,amir n musa get into that class.
how much fun it will be with them around.
but my class is filled with boring malay students which im not close with.
dammit!!
option 3 consist of bio n combine sci.
im happy that i get to take bio.
coz bio is impoooortant for me.
aniwae,i will be going to school later at 12.
wanna see my results and i have badminton later at 1.
1-6pm
it will be damn tiring..
i still havent recover frm my cough+phlegm,its not showing sign of improvement at all.
i never eat medicine coz im toooo plain lazy.

recently,ive been having mixture of this n that feelings.
confuse,hate,happy,sad,enthu,bored,sick,hyper..

if you do not know,i am hating a someone now.
coz that someone is backstabber!
fcuk her upside down(wow,i had actually use this quote,Aishah used to say this always)

well,thats all folks.
goodbye!
okay waittttt!!

PLEASE REMEMBER TO WATCH THE 'GAME PLAN'.
COZ IT RAWKS!!
REALLY.
OKEY BYE!

2007-10-30T18:50:00.000+08:00

Im too lazy to update when theres nothing much to talk about.
but today is different..

I just need to let it out

"You know it tears me up inside
to see the feelings that you hide
Hide inside that empty bottle
I wish you saw how great you were
I wish you saw what life was worth

You wouldn't have to hide your problem"

I hate it every time it goes that way.
People just keep to them self and not letting the concern party aware.
WHY MUST YOU JUST KEEP IT TO YOURSELF??
i do not want to make the wrong move and put end to everything.
Just tell me what i need to know.thats all i ask from you.

i do not want history to repeat itself.

))):

laziness!

2007-10-22T22:48:00.000+08:00

hey guys!
ive yet to tell you about the sad sad story during the last few moment with Rachel Tay.

so here goes.
once upon a time(shes still leaving btw) theres a girl name Rachel.
Shes 14 this year and WAS schooling in WRSS until her dad decided to bring the WHOOOOOOOLE family to CHINA china.

why la ur PAPA?!?
spoil only

Aniwae,skipped school and badminton on FRIDAY(19 oct 07)
too plain lazy to come to school which have nothing else to do except watching VIDS,talk crap and some boring s-h-i-t.
Badminton is love but then seeing rachel off is much more important.
After all,shes leaving for 3 years.
and thats loooong.way too long people.
China canoot read blogger liao.
hamlaow betol!

So aft Fri prayer(actualy i didnt go.blame my dad.coz he sent me late to the mosque)
My dad was being a kind soul by sending me to the airport.
reached there at ard 2.30 then go search for them.
Finally i saw them asking for rachel signature whilst rach mum Q for idk what thing.

*some personal things we did that i should not expose to public.maybe not yet huh*

came to Burger King and settle down.
sit infront of rachel and beside me was Pao.
we were craaazy !!
Rachel Aunt is abit weird.Even rachel think so.
Final laughter was shared before the clock ticked off at 4.30pm?(not to sure abt the time)

Took pictures with liyana,feli,bever,pao,syah,rach,amie.
*snapsnapsnap*

Done with the photo taking session and we headed off to the place.(idk what it is called)
Tears could be seen on some faces.
shldnt be exposing their name.
we tried to be strong.dont cry ppl,dont cry!

leaving Rachel is sure not easy.
finally gave a final hug before she went in.
saddening
very!

why must she go?
why?
why?
why cant she just complete her edu in spore?
Hamloaw sia!

sorry la.this is not in detailed.
im too lazy.
or maybe i shld not tell those part which is cofidential
heh!

i will upload the pic for u guys to c okay.
im gg off to sleep now!
nites ppl!

i will never forget this days we spent together

Rachels and me were down
Nutt and her cousin Rachel
'a walk to remember'
sad day

hey guys! again..

today,go jalan raye with bestie!
fun3!
reached home at 10.30pm
i think i was late sia.
but still parents dont mind
best!

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE!!!!

2007-10-19T11:10:00.000+08:00

hey3!

sorry for not updating for so long.
ive been a lazy slacko.

Since Ais and Sitikus da bising,i go update.
afer all,nothing to do mah..

17 OCT O7
okay,let me talk about the iceskating trip at the Fuji ice palace.

It was a blast,a laughing off-my-ass-day!!
2e1 and 2E2 was together in the skating ring.
less than 80 students was there and theres a lot of empty spaces.
Rachel and me skated like nobody business and have a race after another.
she won all the race you know!!
im such a ice skating loser..
so disappointed of myself.
Haziq was the first person to fall infront of my eyes and i took a snapshot o f it..
Haziq is a good skater u know!!
Took pictures here and there to keep the precious moment in a form of photographic .
MR Shah is sure not the men in the ice skating arena.
HE Such a big guy which needed two muscular man like shampoo and meegoreng*coughcough* to help him to the center of the ring.
Why to the center?
coz the 2e2 students wants to take picture..
though we took a F long time to settle down,we still we manage to get two snapshot2e2
thnks to nabil.
Not to forget liyana,woon yung,felicia who helped me to take pictures of my friends..

All i wanted was to hold your hand and to skate with you for the final time before u go.

After all the ice skating,we were released to the shopping mall to do our own business.
i ate at KFC with the boys in my class and the kecohness begins..
we headed to the arcade after having our finger licking bagoooos KFC meal.
i dont want to waste my money and so i just watched those friend of mine playing.
Rachel know how to shoot very well when she showed her 'skills' during the time crisis game.
SO cute!

We reached school at 11 something and since ivan brought his badminton racket and so i ask MR Ang permission to play badminton in the hall.

BLA blA bla.

'Sarinas' party is actually Rachel Tays' party.

weee..

Her final day in school mah.

so sad for her.

saw some of the girls cried in the SC room and the atmosphere changed to a moody mood.

oh my.

so sad isint it?

3 years she will be at China..very long ryte?

hope time flies and so i can see her again

i bet the whole balls family will miss her..

okay done!

so lazy to elaborate la..

lols!

take care dude,beb!

DOWN DOWN DOWN

2007-10-10T15:39:00.000+08:00

*GRAD DAY FOR SEC 4s N 5s
*WORST DAY OF MY LIFE
*CONFUSION
*FRUSTRATION
*HOPELESS

why must you do this to me
what have i done wrong this time
hating is such a strong word,u mean it?
*sigh*

EXAMS OVER!

2007-10-08T22:44:00.001+08:00

well you know.

EOYE is over

now i still have one more thing to clear off my mind before i can finally be at ease.

-WE acted like we are a complete strangers

so how do you feel when someone lied to you?

why am i so dumb?

i should have known this thing will happen and i guess its happening

i know things wont work out between us though i wanted to.

I hate that !

i REALLY hate that

so did i just wasted my time?

why am i loving her now even?

All those words really 'lure' me to be with you.

you build my foundation and now u are the one who will be crushing it all away.

WHY must you make a empty promises?

why must you said all those things u didnt meant to?

be frank.

tell it to my face and then you walk off

i will be delighted if you were to do that.

Though thats the very least i wanted to happen,but still,leave me with a clear mind and no doubts.

i wonder why things just dont be the way we want it to be.

P.S-i'm still loving you alot.

But im wondering should i still love you or to forget about you

EXAMS OVER!

2007-10-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

Friends day out to SAFRA yishun

2007-09-08T01:14:00.000+08:00

HEEELLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOO PEEEEEEEEPS! XD

Well,im super happy today cause i spent my day with my friends!!
yeah!
we rock !!
first,we headed to the mosque for FRIDAY prayer..
Unfortunately,we DIDN'T arrive in time for the prayer...
I felt so bad for not praying fri prayer..
haizz..

After we prayed Zohor,we headed to SAFRA yishun.
We booked the court from 3-4pm..
I will show you the pictures that i took when we were there at the end of this post. :)

Though we didn't know how to play tennis that well,but we still manage to hit the ball to the other side of the court...
i don't know what so fun about playing tennis but then my group of friends asked me to come along,so i just follow them..
I used my strokes from badminton when i hit the ball across.
cause i think that their strokes are somehow similar..

NEXT,
we striped off our shirt and happily jump into the pool.
its been a veeerrrrrryy long time since i went to the swimming pool.
we were very 'gayat'..
hahaha.
we were acting like we've never been into swimming pool before.
much fun and laughter we had together.
we so called treat the swimming pool like our own.
i started to Lift Amir up and throw him to the pool.
but then the lifeguard saw what i did and start staring at my grp of friends.
*sigh*
spoil our fun only.
we become more civilised and started to enjoy the jacuzzi..
then Big Azri started to do the doggy style
and amir followed.
its like so embarassing sia!
putting your dick at the point where to water starts to pump out..
i dare not try it.who knows my family jewel might eventually BURST when the pump pumped at testicles!
hahahha XD

took lots of pictures during the pool time.
too bad for me as i am the photographer,my picture wasn't inside sia...
haizz.

After we get changed,they headed home except for me..
when to CWP to search for someones Birthday gift..
yea..
well,thats all for now.!
enjoy the pic you all!!
taaake caaare!